So I’ve noticed how a lot of people from my “past” or basically people I’ve gone to school with or hung out with in the past, are now following me on different media etc
And also how a lot of those people have reached out to me.. and ever since I got married a lot of my so called “guy friends” have been in touch with me trying to get “some”?? When they know I’m married and that I’ve been friends with them for 3+ years??
It’s absolutely disrespectful.. disgusting.. embarrassing.. I always thought the best of people.. but after that incident happened.. SEVERAL TIMES.. with a lot of people.. I’ve decided to cut everyone out..
People I grew up with, bullied me.. I was always on my own, unless people wanted to drag me in drama or make fun of me, or bully me.. it all started when I was 8 years old.. the school I went to wasn’t the best.. but I managed to make some good memories.. thanks to my teachers.. they were amazing!
I was always left out.. picked last or never picked for any class activity.. I played on my own during recess.. but got harassed by the boys.. and picked on by the girls.. I was lucky enough to have my sister at the same school.. and I hung out with her and her mates..
But then we moved.. and we both ended up in a smaller school with people who thought they were WAY BETTER than every living thing on this planet..
I was on my own as well.. I met 3-4 girls in the 6th grade.. and we became good friends.. (so I thought??) people started making up rumours etc.. and I didn’t have a sharp tongue as I do now.. so I just went with it.. until teachers started getting involved.. in the past I never went to teachers when there was any trouble.. I didn’t want to be called a snitch and get bullied more..
But this time.. it wasn’t me either.. so the drama continued and my parents got involved.. I remember walking back in from lunch and hearing 2 of the girls I was friends with talk shit about me.. and then go to the teacher and complain about me saying “dania needs help” …
Later on in the 7th grade.. the bullying didn’t stop really.. but it was different ways of doing it.. I started going to the teachers now.. and asking for help.. but they really didn’t care. That school was definitely not good! Bjärehovskolan is probably one of the worst schools I’ve been to! I had a few teachers that were good, but the rest made it clear who their favourites were.. I remember one teacher didn’t care or even bother reading any of my work or grading it properly, so I asked another teacher to have a look at it, and she gave me a higher mark! I should’ve done that for every assignment now as I look back.. My teacher was ofcourse furious asking why I didn’t come to him.. but honestly.. he never came gave me a chance.. </3 I didn’t get the help I needed to achieve the grades I wanted.. but everyone else did.. I lost motivation, wasn’t focused anymore, rebelled.. and no one bothered helping me..
I somehow managed to graduate, decent grades.. and with only 2 friends on my side..
Highschool(s) .. I decided to study humanities and languages.. I really wanted to go to Katedralskolan.. but my grades weren’t high enough and the guidancecounsellor at my old school, wasn’t helpful.. she seemed to hate me and basically put me down all the time.. and since I never got any help with achieving my fullest potential.. well I still managed to get into the school I wanted.. and I made a lot of friends at that school! Katedralskolan was so good! The teachers were amazing, I actually got really good grades!! But since my motivation had dropped the year before.. I didn’t have any interest in doing much.. I got excellent grades for the stuff I handed in.. but then I dropped out.. I felt as if people looked down on me.. there were people in my class who thought of me as a lowlife etc.. but I did prove them wrong when my marks were way higher than theirs.. and the fact that I was barely attending.. 😂✌🏼
I left that school and went ahead and got myself two jobs, continued working till after the summer when I enrolled at a different school, and started doing business! I also managed to make a lot of friends there, but then the bullying started again! I was friends with a lot of guys and everyone liked me! We all hung out and had a lot of fun! But there were some jealous girls in my class! I had ask.fm and they were apparently following me there?? I did now know that! Since it’s anonymous! And I did not even know they had accounts there?? So anyway! I started receiving hate, because I was asked what I thought of the way they dressed etc and I just said something as a joke.. but they took it bad! But hey truth hurts right? 😂😘 I was attending JENSEN at the time.. so the drama continued.. I started receiving death threats, unimaginable hate.. and they blamed ME! That I’m the one sending them hate?? And threatened to report me to the police??????? They were the ones sending me, I never sent a single thing to their ask! I never even saw their accounts on ask.fm. And I was more than happy to hand in my phone and laptop to the police. But guess what??😂 They never did. Because they were the ones behind it.
But they managed to make everyone hate me and bully me and harass me, make fun of me etc.. so well done✌🏼 The teachers were no help, they sided with no one and helped no one.. it wasn’t a good school.. but my grades were amazing! By the time I got them -.- They never Sent out my grades.. I had to spend 4 weeks emailing and calling trying to get them.. and they finally sent my grades when it was too late to apply for college in Glasgow.. so even the teachers “were out to get me”
So I transferred myself to another school! Where I continued doing business! And the school I went to was far away from everyone I knew! So I thought.. I’d forgotten that it was close to the school I went to when I was 8.. but I looked way too different for anyone to recognise me.. and I was the bullied one don’t think they’d even remember my name! And luckily nobody ever did! ✌🏼 I started at DCC and it was so good! I made friends right away! And I’m still friends with the girls from there!! There was some drama.. and there is still some.. because honestly people try to hate and talk shit, but they couldn’t do that to me, my skin is thick as fuck! I’ve had years of practice ✌🏼😂
So now I’m at a college in Glasgow 👍🏼
I’ve made friends here as well! There were some people who tried creating drama and bully me.. but haha it didn’t work. Because they’re older than me.. and childish af.. everyone at college is there to learn and get a degree.. it’s useless.. didn’t work and now I’m stronger than ever..
I’ve got friends that I know will last me a lifetime, and they’re wonderful, I’ve also got an amazing husband..💖
And for everyone who creeps on my snapchat, instagram, blog etc.. I already know.. and it’s funny how everyone regrets their behaviour✌🏼 I know I outshined you. And I know I’m way ahead of you. Because I worked hard. And I didn’t let your mean words get to me.
So don’t ever make fun of someone, or bully, or anything.. because one day you’ll regret it, and it will be too late..
I’ll never regret being nice to everyone even though they treated me badly. I’m able to sleep with a clean concisous.
I have several people who I wish I remained friends with.. but now as a I look at it.. people grow apart for many reasons.. and sometimes you just realise some people aren’t worth your time.. and they’re only out to hurt you.. or use you.. so I’m glad I’ve cut many people out..
I’m so much happier with my life right now..