I went up to my room all bored with nothing to do, so I tried on a few of my dresses and heels.. I came across a pair of heels that I see everytime I look through my closet.. but when I picked it up just now and put it on.. I started crying.. it was the first thing Laust ever baught for me.. other than food, a wedding ring etc.. it was the very first item.. that I picked out and wore on our honeymoon.. we spent it in Berlin.. exploring different places and eating a lot! We took the train and ferry down.. and it was exhausting! It was really challenging! We both got tested, our patience and how well we got along.. long story short we survived! And it’s making me realise that our differences now are no different than what we’ve been through in Berlin.. we got in massive arguments on the streets.. about going left or right while biking.. and angry Germans shouting at us for being in the wrong lane.. and being tired on the train and ferry.. and not being able to stand each other.. but still remaining together.. I don’t believe it’s because we don’t know any better.. it’s because we love each other so much.. that nothing matters as long as we’re together.. we can be killing each other and still nothing matters.. Sometimes it takes a pair of shoes.. to remind me of what is and what isn’t.. and I honestly love the shoes so much… and I remember that we swore that this would be one of many trips for us.. and so it has been.. and even though we argued a lot and I cursed him and his entire life.. and swore that it was the worst trip of my life.. now that I look back.. it honestly isn’t 😂 we’ve been through so much after that.. and we did good on that trip.. having it been our very first together…
I genuinely believe these heels hold some type of magic.. I needed this reminder tonight.. that there’s more to everything.. and that I really need to open up my mind, heart and soul.. to see things clearly.. see more of everything..
* Edit: the shoes are from – mall of Berlin – Bershka *
I never realised how young we were and how time flies by really fast.. it’s soon been a year.. 💕
We stayed at intercity hotel, and it was such a comfy stay! We even got free ticket pass to ride metros and buses as much as we wanted! 🙏🏼 Would definitely want to go back soon! 💕
Here he is looking absolutely gorgeous!😫😍 I love looking at him and taking pictures of him when he’s seeing new things or looking at something he really likes.. you can easily see the curiosity and joy in his face.. I find it really easy to read his emotions..
Laust casually posing by Berliner Dom💕
And we were fortunate to have our pictures professionally taken on the ferry by a lovely man from Peru who was travelling with his mother and he said he was missing his wife by seeing us together 😭..💕